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REFLECTIVE ESSAYS

The narratives presented in this exhibition reflect many cross cutting themes that have shaped current debates surrounding HIV. Below are reflective essays that further unpack some of the curated poems.

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Reflections on Pieces of a Dream

by Alice Reed 

This piece draws on many of the themes of stigma, history of abuse, sex work, drug use, and negative mental health among HIV+ people in a carceral context. As described in the curatiorial note, incarcerated people are uniquely vulnerable to HIV, and the poverty and racial discrimination that makes them uniquely vulnerable to HIV also makes them vulnerable to the themes of stigma, abuse, sex work, drug abuse, and negative mental health discussed in this poem.

 

In Durham County Jail, the most common cause of death is medical neglect, which points to how we are failing to meet the health needs of all of our prisoners but this statistic may disproportionately target HIV+ prisoners who have additional and specialized health care needs than an average prisoner, and the overcrowding in prisons leaves HIV+ prisoners uniquely vulnerable to opportunistic infections.

 

This piece was written by Arvan Washington, who has twice been the runner up for PEN America’s prison writing program, but because of his status of living in a correctional facility, little information exists about him online. This also may be due to the stigma associated with being incarcerated and the stigma associated with living openly with HIV/AIDS. 65% of inmates on a national scale are addicted to some form of drug, and research has found that exposure to childhood sexual abuse is more common among male felons, particularly those convicted of violent crimes.

 

Between 75-95% of prostitutes are also survivors of sexual abuse in childhood, and 50% of prostitutes globally are HIV+. A prostitute is beaten, on average, 6-12 times in a year and the average prostitute has unprotected sex around 300 times per year. 21.4% of prostitutes report having been raped 10 or more times. In the United States, 6-8% of all STI cases are related to sex work. Each year, 204 out of every 100,000 prostitutes are murdered, which is a murder rate that is over 20 times the national average.

 

Both prostitutes and inmates are more likely to have diagnosable mental illnesses than the general population. This is augmented by statistics in Durham County that show that 63% of the population housed in Durham County Jail has at least one diagnosed mental illness. Increasingly, prisons and jails have been criticized for becoming de-facto mental health institutions, given that many people with mental illnesses first have their mental illness detected when they break the law and are arrested for it. Clear examples of this include addicts who are either caught using and arrested or caught stealing items to sell them for drug money, or depressed people who attempt to commit suicide by police by getting in violent confrontations with law enforcement officers.

 

This trend is additionally worsened by both the nature and nurture debates that inform current understandings of drug addiction, and how prisons and jails are often criticized for punishing addicts for breaking the law without rehabilitating them from their addictions or giving them the skills they need to cultivate to succeed in beating their addiction outside of prison, then releasing them into the same communities and situations that precipitated their drug use in the first place.

 

The nurture aspect of drug addiction says that addicts choose the drugs they are exposed to in their communities and become addicted to escape the pain of daily life, which makes this problem all the worse given that prisons often release inmates back into the same communities in which they first became exposed to the drugs they became addicted to, with the same social networks that often are based in drug abuse, and in a more stressful/painful life situation given the employment discrimination that keeps inmates from working and the painful memories associated with their stay in prison.

 

The nature debate of addiction explains this trend differently, using the common trend of comorbidity between mental illness and addiction as the basis for its argument. This nature argument says that addicts seek out the drugs that counterbalance their underlying mental illness symptoms, and take the drugs to feel normal with escalating drug use during stressful times, which results in addiction. For example, a person with the hallucinations and delusions associated with schizophrenia is unlikely to use hallucinogens that would make these symptoms worse, but may use depressants like alcohol or opiates (heroin, Vicodin) to silence these symptoms. Similarly, someone facing bipolar disorder may use depressants like alcohol or opiates to combat mania, while using stimulants like cocaine or methamphetamine during depressive episodes. Prisons and jails are often criticized for not providing adequate treatment for addicts and otherwise mentally ill inmates, despite the unique vulnerabilities of addicts and mentally ill people to become incarcerated, which sets these two populations to fail and return to the carceral system. These two theories both provide adequate justification for high rates of recidivism in the U.S. criminal justice system and operate in conjunction, a model called the stress-diathesis model: everyone has different amounts of genetic predisposition (diathesis) to mental illness and life stressors that cultivate mental illness. Some people may have such strong genetic predisposition that genetics alone cause them to develop mental illnesses, while others may have no genetic factors but extremely stressful lives that cultivate mental illnesses, but for most people, mental illness is a result of the combination and synergistic effect of these two factors. Because of all of this, both prisoners and prostitutes are disproportionately vulnerable to HIV, and are significantly more likely than members of the general population to commit suicide.

 

 

Special thanks to Inside-Outside Alliance and Threshold Clubhouse, who provided many of the statistics and information that informed this analysis that are not publicly available online

Many of the analyses from a mental health perspective is provided by former classwork, specifically Abnormal Psychology and Drugs and the Law

 

Sources and additional readings:

https://www.hhrjournal.org/2016/02/opening-the-door-to-zero-new-hiv-infections-in-closed-settings/

http://cid.oxfordjournals.org/content/45/8/1047.full

https://www.ncjrs.gov/pdffiles/fs000204.pdf

http://www.centeronaddiction.org/newsroom/press-releases/2010-behind-bars-II

https://www.prisonpolicy.org/research/mental_health/

http://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2015/04/more-than-half-of-prisoners-are-mentally-ill/389682/

http://sex-crimes.laws.com/prostitution/prostitution-statistics

http://www.rapeis.org/activism/prostitution/sexworkerscivilrights.htm

https://www.collegium.ethz.ch/fileadmin/autoren/pdf_papers/10_roessler_sexwork.pdf

http://www.prisonerhealth.org/news-and-events/news/incarceration-and-mental-health/

http://nicic.gov/mentalillness

http://jaapl.org/content/35/4/406

http://www.nij.gov/topics/corrections/recidivism/pages/welcome.aspx

https://www.bjs.gov/content/pub/pdf/mljsp0013st.pdf

http://www.rapeis.org/activism/prostitution/prostitutionfacts.html

http://www.npr.org/2015/07/27/426742309/the-shock-of-confinement-the-grim-reality-of-suicide-in-jail

https://books.google.com/books?id=fuaB0PIsa9wC&pg=PA91&lpg=PA91&dq=suicide+prostitutes&source=bl&ots=cWYYKUSruQ&sig=PvwjNy_2DLRyxtLqW7GnchJb-nw&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjKvOT34eLQAhWBlZAKHQCyBWUQ6AEISjAI#v=onepage&q=suicide%20prostitutes&f=false

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Reflections on Orange Caps

By Alice Reed

This piece, written by Miles Hamlin, explores the intersection of LGBTQIA+ identities and injection drug use. It is important to note that, while the artist does use his name, his identity is significantly protected online, so much so it led us to wonder if he actually used a pseudonym (which is, for both this piece and “Pieces of a Dream,” something we cannot say for sure given the little information provided about the artists). Though this narrative links to his Twitter, Facebook page, and website, all three of these links go not to personal pages, but to pages for the organization he works for, Out and Sober Minnesota, an organization that works with substance abuse prevention and intervention within LGBTQ+ contexts. We were unable to find a photo of Mr. Hamlin anywhere online, and we think that the quasi-anonymous nature of this piece speaks volumes of the stigmas associated with being HIV+, with being a (current or recovered) injection drug user, and with being LGBTQIA+.

 

It has been reported that many LGBTQ+ youth turn to drugs to deal with the pain of discrimination and being rejected by their families, which in conjunction with the added vulnerabilities of the LGBTQIA+ community to face homelessness and to run away from their homes in their youth (both of which are drug use risk factors), contributes to higher rates of substance abuse and addiction in LGBTQIA+ communities. Less than half a percent of all national health funding goes to funding the research that leads to treatments/cures for LGBT-specific health issues or funding these treatments and cures once they become available, and 82% of this half-a-percent is spent on HIV/AIDS and other sexually transmitted infections, which leaves very little resources for combatting the problem of drug addiction in the LGBTQIA+ community.

 

The lack of support from family members and growing up with little social support from peers due to homophobic bullying further pushes LGBTQ+ youth to dull the pain they face due to their identities with illegal drugs. Additionally, the LGBTQIA+ community is shown to have significantly different drug use patterns than the general population, which makes them less likely to abuse alcohol but more likely to abuse “party drugs” like marijuana, stimulants, sedatives, cocaine, ecstasy, ketamine, and GHB (a common date rape drug as well). Methamphetamine use among gay and bisexual men has skyrocketed in recent years, with health care experts baffled as to why. Many of these drugs contribute to hypersexual behavior in anyone, and many of these drugs are taken by addicts whose primary source of income is selling their body, which both make the risk of contracting and transmitting HIV for LGBTQIA+ drug users especially high; additionally, people who are engaging in sexual activity under the influence of drugs are less likely to use condoms.

 

Being a sex worker, being homeless, being a young person (especially one who is uninformed about HIV risk behaviors), and being LGBTQIA+ significantly impact one’s social capital, and limited social capital due to these factors limit one’s power to negotiate condom use in sexual relationships. Risk of transmission of HIV from sex is highest in men who engage in unprotected anal sex with other men, which all of the above factors make young LGBTQ+ drug addicts especially vulnerable to contracting HIV from sex.

 

Additionally, all members of the LGBTQIA+ community are disproportionately vulnerable to be targets of sexual violence, which poses an additional risk for contracting HIV. Studies have shown that the one of the most vulnerable groups in the LGBTQIA+ community in terms of risk of sexual violence is LGBTQIA+ persons who are also substance abusers, given that these people have diminished capacity to give informed consent, diminished capacity to defend themselves from sexual predators (in terms of being under the influence makes them less able to recognize warning signs of danger and less able to be coordinated enough to physically defend themselves or run away), and that drugs are often used by perpetrators of sexual violence in order to diminish these capacities for self defense as well as diminish sexual inhibitions, to make their victims black out the memory so they won’t get caught, and to make their victims unconscious or uncoordinated so they are easy to physically manipulate to their whims. It is for these reasons that LGBTQIA+ drug abuse was and continues to pose significant problems in the ongoing fight against HIV/AIDS.

 

Sources and additional information:

http://www.outandsoberminnesota.org/

https://www.americanprogress.org/issues/lgbt/reports/2012/03/09/11228/why-the-gay-and-transgender-population-experiences-higher-rates-of-substance-use/

http://www.socialworktoday.com/archive/070714p8.shtml

http://pride-institute.com/programs/lgbt-treatment/lgbt-drug-abuse/

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/9243736

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2861416/

http://www.hrc.org/resources/sexual-assault-and-the-lgbt-community

http://www.nclrights.org/sexual-assault-in-the-lgbt-community/

http://www.nsvrc.org/sites/default/files/Publications_NSVRC_Research-Brief_Sexual-Violence-LGBTQ.pdf

http://williamsinstitute.law.ucla.edu/wp-content/uploads/Intimate-Partner-Violence-and-Sexual-Abuse-among-LGBT-People.pdf

http://www.nsvrc.org/sites/default/files/Publications_NSVRC_Bibliographies_Sexual-Violence-LGBTQ.pdf

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